Last night, as we went to the 7th floor and you wanted to sleep.. I just wanted to place your head on my lap.. stroke your hair. Just that. That was my birthday wish. Just to hug you and be near you makes my day complete.
When we sat at the sofas in the same floor, I just wanted to lie on your lap... and I wanted to hug you..
You may think that I'm too much but being with you makes me happy. And just holding your hand makes my day complete.
While we were talking at Tin's pad, that was then that I was able to stroke your hair. I wanted to stay that way for a long time. I'm afraid though that you don't feel the same. I'm the only one who wants to stroke your hair before you sleep and watch you as you lie still... breathing.
When I woke up, you sang remember? You were standing at the balcony door singing.. the batch song. funny. You seem to be creating your own music video. But I liked it. I liked the fact that you're just around. Just standing there. Staring at the view. I wanted to hug you again for a long time. My birthday wish.
Now I have to stop this..
Hoping for things.. wishes... that could never be fulfilled at the moment.
1 comment:
someday jacq. everything has its right time. in the future, magsasawa ka rin. :)
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