The awakening

I'm peaceful right now. Lord I'm just thankful for all my blessings - my family, my friends, my acads, my service, and eric. I'm just thankful for everything. I've been really stressed lately... all selfish. But tonight, nabatukan lang talaga ako. As Maris and Cristy shared how much they appreciate their family, I realized that I am blessed kahit na may arguments sa bahay. Anyway, arguments are a part of a relationship. They are always there. But the most important thing about it is learning to forgive and rise from the painful situation. There are times when we won't get to understand things around us - why people act the way they do... Pero lahat ng tao may history at lahat may pinagdadaanang mga burdens at trials sa buhay... Yun siguro yung rason kung bakit mainit yung ulo nila ma. Maybe because wala kaming maid at doble na yung trabaho niya from work to bahay. Well, ngayon naiiintindihan ko na sila.

Right now, I just feel blessed having my parents around. Kahit hindi sila perpektong mga tao, sila na ang perpekto para sa akin na maging magulang ko. :)

Sa love life, sobrang thankful lang ako kay eric. Sa lahat lahat ng pinagsamahan namin, yung mga tambay sa balcony, yung mga hirit na corny habang nasa nursecessism practice, yung mga tawang 'hAhAhA' niya, yung smile, yung talent, yung pagsayaw, yung care niya for me, yeah yung sulat niya, yung prayers niya, yung pagmamahal, yung time... sobrang lahat lang. Sobrang masaya lang akong nanjan siya...

And I'm thankful lang talaga sa Diyos ko na... sa wakas... after a whole two months of being lost, distant, selfish, basag-basag na prayer time - I'M BACK na. Lord salamat sa household na yun... sa stress... sa nursecessism... sa psych... Kung wala itong mga bagay na ito, I'd never recognize how blessed I am to begin with.. And I'll never realize how much you love me Lord. Maraming salamat na ipinapadama mo yung pagmamahal mo sa akin through people around me. Lord, sana po mabigyan ako ng opportunity to love them back. May You forever be praised. :)