I'm so bored right now.

Tomorrow will be my St. Luke's technical interview but I don't feel like studying at all. I feel like everything's all bleak from where I'm looking. I'm still unsure if this is where I want to be. I want a job or a career that makes me feel alive in the morning. Something that makes me want to get up and study and smile and make things seem easy. It's true that if you love your job - you wouldn't be working for the rest of your life. I believe that. The question now is what job would make me feel that. I know that I love food, culture, pictures, babies, children, spas, malls, color, life, nature. I love anything that screams "pure and happy!"

I just need to find my niche. Where I fit in.