"Love is doing what is good despite of how you feel."
"Kung kayo talaga, kahit dalhin pa siya sa Pluto, you will still find each other"
"As I have planned, so shall it be, and as I have purposed, so shall it stand" - Isaiah 14:24
"Not believing doesn't change thr truth, it just covers what you can't accept to be true"
"When someone really loves you, they will never hurt you and if they do, you'll see that in their eyes, they are hurting too"
She had to do what she had to do because it made things clearer. No blur. No gray. There was nothing wrong about the 14. It was perfect. Her heart's inability to withdraw affection was the problem. It was unable to hide. It was unable to keep secrets from others. She was happy. Transparent. It was showing. And people were asking. And she wanted to be open. To be free. To be able to love openly as it was made to be. But it was not time for that. Now, as she set borders, she cries. She cried so hard her eyes were swollen, which never really happened before. She went to the church, she binged, and she walked in the rain with her brother. She was so scared to lose the love she found because she knew that her love for him would last for a long time. Even if borders were set, she still loves him dearly. She will keep hoping and praying that when they both are ready, things will fall into place and she'll be able to show the love she has without hesitation and secrecy.
She is me. Jacqui. And I love him, Ericson Olandria Paraguya.
"Kung kayo talaga, kahit dalhin pa siya sa Pluto, you will still find each other"
"As I have planned, so shall it be, and as I have purposed, so shall it stand" - Isaiah 14:24
"Not believing doesn't change thr truth, it just covers what you can't accept to be true"
"When someone really loves you, they will never hurt you and if they do, you'll see that in their eyes, they are hurting too"
She had to do what she had to do because it made things clearer. No blur. No gray. There was nothing wrong about the 14. It was perfect. Her heart's inability to withdraw affection was the problem. It was unable to hide. It was unable to keep secrets from others. She was happy. Transparent. It was showing. And people were asking. And she wanted to be open. To be free. To be able to love openly as it was made to be. But it was not time for that. Now, as she set borders, she cries. She cried so hard her eyes were swollen, which never really happened before. She went to the church, she binged, and she walked in the rain with her brother. She was so scared to lose the love she found because she knew that her love for him would last for a long time. Even if borders were set, she still loves him dearly. She will keep hoping and praying that when they both are ready, things will fall into place and she'll be able to show the love she has without hesitation and secrecy.
She is me. Jacqui. And I love him, Ericson Olandria Paraguya.
Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, It does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
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