It has been ages since I wrote stuff in here.
i've been reading my past entries and I realized that some were just not worth mentioning and repeating so I deleted them.
I want to have a clean life now.
I want to change.
I'm thankful for YFC for showing me how to change. For inspiring me. For Acus and Eric for pushing me. For the Spirit of God dwelling in them to correct me and guide me through it all. I'm glad that Har and Meedge are also new YFC members now.
I've come to realize how I've changed. I read my past through this blog, and it honestly lacks God in it. I was so preoccupied with things that I am not ready for. Now, I've reassessed my life and I'm happier now. I don't care if I'm single. I do believe that God has a bigger plan for me and will give me everything at its right time.
I'm happy that the spirit of God dwells in me and keeps me from doing the sins that I did before. Not that I'm holy now but the sins really are lessened. And I have learned to forgive and love myself. And everyday is a new day. And everyday is a blessing. And everyday I'm happy to live, to serve others, and to know that God's will will be done until the end. I don't care if bad things happened to me - like what Noel said: All things will work out for God in the end. Our sufferings are only temporary and there are greater things than me, than you, there are greater things than us. We can only do so much. Let God take control.
And with that, may God be praised. :D
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