I could not believe that the Christmas/New Year break is ending. :( Bitin!!

So far, the major highlights for the entire break are...

1. Ryce and Louie are closer now. It's really great and I'm happy for her. Louie never lets a day pass without texting or calling Ryce on her mobile which I find very sweet. I certainly miss having a line-connected mobile rather than a prepaid one... gees...

2. An International Pyrolympics was held at Manila Bay to celebrate the New Year and Australia won. Cheers!!!

3. Ryce also scheduled a meeting of Louie and us (Coco, Chy, and me). I dunno why we had to do that. We just wanted to see what kind of a guy Louie is and if he's really serious about Ryce. Ofcourse Ryce is way serious about Louie too.. but girls like us simply just don't show too much of our feelings unless you get in our brains and find that we care and think about you 24/7.

4. I also let my cousins meet Diann and Beryl (bestfriend) for the heck of it and we went ice skating. I feel so clumsy on the ice. Although I didn't slip, I kept remembering how Aaron and Burke kept shaving the ice while I was skating with them in Aus. I really want to be a better skater than what I am now...huhu... I can't even shave the ice!!!

5. I went to Baguio - one of the coldest places in Manila but doesn't have snow (such a tropical country...). That is the hometown of my dad and we celebrated new year there. Mobile reception sucks because we're at the mountains. I learned new stuff about my cousins - some were ..well...disappointing actually.

---Macky/Mike broke up with Iris whom I met just the other day and I'm actually okay to hear it. Iris is too high maintenance in my opinion but if she gets back together with Macky again then I'd prolly still be happy for them.

---My Aunt Adel is in a state of depression after learning that her husband has 2 children with another woman.. :( This made me terrible sad.

---My cousin, Rina, is currently dating a girl - this i don't allow!!! Plus she's drinking often now and smoking a whole deal with my other cousin, Tere. Tere also has a girlfriend. That bit sucks too much altogether!

---Aunt Fatim has a son - Nathaniel. We call him Natnat and I love him very much! He's so fun to be with. He's 2 years old and I play swordfight with him using an empty plastic Coke bottle!!! hahah! I'm such a mystery!!!

So far, those are the things that happened to me and I'll miss every bit of it. I really really want to extend my vacation in Baguio further because it takes my mind off school work and makes me think about the things that I care for the most. I've been thinking about Aaron a great deal but I don't think things would work out smoothly. It's really hard liking someone a millions miles away. I've liked him twice in my entire lifetime and so far..they don't end up as well as I wanted. I want to see him again and just spend time with him. I don't have to be his girlfriend if he doesn't want to. I just want to spend time with him and get to know him better. There are a lot of gaps in my life right now. Maybe in time I'll get to fix it.

I hope in time I'll be given the chance to fix it.