It's my third day of 'wallowfest' and still I'm not yet healed of the pain of failing. I could not believe how I am so affected by this. I am often a resilient type of person and also the type not to be TOO affected by things. Somehow though, this has affected me WAY more than I expected.
The day started at 12 noon - just now.
I don't feel like waking up at all. I feel like burrowing in a hole that is my bed. However, I know staying there would not heal me. I decided then to stand up and write.
The only noteworthy thing that happened these past 30 minutes (aside from getting out of bed) is that I fought with my husband over soap. Maybe that's what most people do when they don't feel too great - they piss others off.
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