light

It's been crazy these past few months because of my obsession to pass that test. I've come to realize that I should just accept things as they are and stop sulking about how my life is turning out. Because of that, I have finally decided to resign from work this April 30th. I know its a big leap for me. Many people are out of jobs and here I am, leaving mine. I want to go out there and pursue something in research or writing rather than the clinical setting. Little by little, I think God is affirming me in my decision and I am also gaining the support of my husband despite the sharp turn of things in my life. I know that whatever will happen to me in the future, he'll be there and my faithful God will be there. Though I am weak and untalented in many things, He still blesses me with a good family, a loving husband, and future career opportunities (someone is already hiring me actually). Maybe in a few years down this new road, I will understand why I had to fail and why I was led to a different path. Someday maybe. But now, I just rest in the words of Christ that He will never leave me nor forsake me. I will just hold on to the promises He tells me and to the guidance He gives me everyday.

The tunnel is long and dark. I focus to the light at its end -  where He awaits me.

For that, may the Lord be praised.