Cheers to Sunny Mornings!

This is my first blog in approximately 2 years. I have not been writing for I have been busy with work and wedding planning.

But now you might ask, why write again?

It has been such a long time since I stopped writing and I actually never thought I would write again. Yesterday, I received very bad news about flunking an exam. Honestly, I still can't accept the fact I failed. Maybe I wrote again because of this. I needed a place to grieve. Somehow, this is the only place I could do that without having too much sympathy from others. Heck! I don't need their sympathy. As you can see, I'm still grieving and I'm still wallowing in this bitter pill I have to swallow.

Someone told me that maybe, it's not yet time to pass this test. Maybe I could pursue my dreams some other time. I have no idea. All I know is that I'm looking at it still at the micro perspective when I know I should be looking at it at a bigger perspective. I don't know. Grieving really does that to people, myself included.

How I wish I could wake up and not feel any more worse than I feel now. It is a sunny morning and I feel its trying to cheer me up. But in no way am I ready today. Maybe tomorrow. But to you, I would like to say cheers to this sunny day of ours!