Everybody feels this way sometimes

I feel happy.

The duty in PICU has ended and somehow I liked what I have learned. I'm still not like mega-genius but I'm happy to learn a lot. Ma'am Manila is really a great teacher and so are my other previous CIs. This duty is overwhelming lang kasi it really is toxic pero you get a lot from the toxicity. It's good and humbling na rin. Mejo marami kami kasing nadaanan na mataray na buddy nurses pero you learn na makisama na rin. Anyway, marami ding dumaan na mababait sa kin. :D

I'm just happy with the learnings from Ma'am.

I feel distant.

Hindi ako naka-attend ng HH kahapon so feeling ko disappointed sakin yung ibang members. Ako rin nalungkot. Pero ganon eh. It's what I have to go through. Maybe kinaya ko rin na umattend pero sobrang physiological exhaustion and katapat nun. Buti nga nakakatype pa ko eh.

I feel wierd.

Basta wierd dahil sa mga love triangle, square, at hexagon sa grupo. Funny. Yet wierd. haha! :)

I feel that I have to end this. May batch meeting pa.

Ciao!