goodbye dear shopaholic life

I realized one major thing today.

Dun sa prayer ko,,, parang inuna ko ata ang service for like the 3rd time so far.

Before, nung bagong pasok lang ako sa YFC,,, hindi ko talaga makita ung sarili kong nagdadasal much for service. Pero after...a year (ambagal haha!), service na nauuna sa prayers ko... dati kasi love life...ngaun service. Ewan ko pero things are falling into place. I'm meant to be here. To think what I think now. To feel what I feel now.

Mejo may additional weirdness pa kasi kanina (note: change topic to ng konti ha)..nung nag-uusap kami ni Cuz... nagulat siya sa sinabi ko na hindi ko focus ung career ko... mas gusto ko talaga magka-pamilya.. at if ever kakailanganin ko na hindi mag-work (aka housewife) para mag-focus sa pagpapalaki ng anak ko - gagawin ko. Nagulat siya. Kasi never nya raw naisip yun.

So narealize ko na in time, mabubuhay din ang love life area ko pero hindi pa time ang love life ngayon... in time... i'll get there din. I'll just put my love life in FrozenCarbon (go starwars!). hehe! Parang mala-hibernation until it's ripe and ready for the picking. Right now it's really really maasim and hilaw. I don't want to wake sumthing not ready and not right. Somehow, nakikita ko talaga na mas ripe and service ngaun.. so i'll indulge on that muna. :D Go finance and marketing! *goodbye dear shopaholic life*