And so maayos na ang friends area ko.
He texts me now and we message each other comfortably. Ewan ko lang kung in person. I pray that all will be well even in person.
She told me 'Ska nga pla. i've forgiven u & roni days ago. Now ko lng nsbi. Psencia n rn if i caused both of u undue stress. I dunno if evrythn wl return 2d way they usd 2b..But im pretty sure tht ds is a gud start. Gud night.'
I love her so much!
What I'm so grateful for in this area is when I learned to surrender to God that it became well. When I learned to pray and love these people sincerely that things ended up well. It is but a pity na I can't talk to Ica much because I'm busy but that's not an excuse actually. I still want to hang out with her. But when?? I'll pray for this and find time definitely.
---answer pops in head---> QC pictorial! Tama! Aja! Haha! Thank you Lord! :D
Yesterday, I was sitting in lolo Arte's room. I felt so at home at that room. Not anymore chilly and scared. Maybe partly but not really. It was peaceful.
---interruption---> Tin's lola has passed away. Please pray for her.
My grandfather died four years ago. It has been a while since I've been to his room. It's all dusty now. Nobody uses it anymore except for tambakan. I remember him in his clothes. The smell of his clothes. The memory of his voice. His songs.
At the left corner outside his room, there lay his laurels ... his awards. I never remembered my lolo through these. When I saw them, I saw pieces of metal carved and set on a wooden stand. That's it. I never saw it as defining of my grandfather.
I remember my lolo as how he was human. How he was a lolo. Never as a coach or a lawyer but a loving and sanguine lolo. :D
Because of this, I realized that I should never center my life on acads but on other things that make me truly human - service. I rest my so-called earthly laurels on God. Sa kanya na iyon and I would offer to him all my efforts sa acads. I would not be tamad but I'd rather make service my priority. It would not be easy. I know. But this is how I want to live. I don't want to die an earthly laurel. A metallic mascot on a wooden pole.
And so maayos na ang acads area ko.
God fixes me per week. He breaks me and fixes me. Sinasala niya at nabubuo ako minus the dirt. Thank you Father! :D I feel grateful and blessed! And uber happy to have my household and evan with me lately whom I learn from a lot. I love these people who I grow with. I'm grateful.
God has touched 3 areas already - service, friends, acads... And this week, you must guess what He is working on in my life.
PS: I'm happy about the developments in Kat's life. :D Kudos! Love you and I love our little secret miracle!
He texts me now and we message each other comfortably. Ewan ko lang kung in person. I pray that all will be well even in person.
She told me 'Ska nga pla. i've forgiven u & roni days ago. Now ko lng nsbi. Psencia n rn if i caused both of u undue stress. I dunno if evrythn wl return 2d way they usd 2b..But im pretty sure tht ds is a gud start. Gud night.'
I love her so much!
What I'm so grateful for in this area is when I learned to surrender to God that it became well. When I learned to pray and love these people sincerely that things ended up well. It is but a pity na I can't talk to Ica much because I'm busy but that's not an excuse actually. I still want to hang out with her. But when?? I'll pray for this and find time definitely.
---answer pops in head---> QC pictorial! Tama! Aja! Haha! Thank you Lord! :D
Yesterday, I was sitting in lolo Arte's room. I felt so at home at that room. Not anymore chilly and scared. Maybe partly but not really. It was peaceful.
---interruption---> Tin's lola has passed away. Please pray for her.
My grandfather died four years ago. It has been a while since I've been to his room. It's all dusty now. Nobody uses it anymore except for tambakan. I remember him in his clothes. The smell of his clothes. The memory of his voice. His songs.
At the left corner outside his room, there lay his laurels ... his awards. I never remembered my lolo through these. When I saw them, I saw pieces of metal carved and set on a wooden stand. That's it. I never saw it as defining of my grandfather.
I remember my lolo as how he was human. How he was a lolo. Never as a coach or a lawyer but a loving and sanguine lolo. :D
Because of this, I realized that I should never center my life on acads but on other things that make me truly human - service. I rest my so-called earthly laurels on God. Sa kanya na iyon and I would offer to him all my efforts sa acads. I would not be tamad but I'd rather make service my priority. It would not be easy. I know. But this is how I want to live. I don't want to die an earthly laurel. A metallic mascot on a wooden pole.
And so maayos na ang acads area ko.
God fixes me per week. He breaks me and fixes me. Sinasala niya at nabubuo ako minus the dirt. Thank you Father! :D I feel grateful and blessed! And uber happy to have my household and evan with me lately whom I learn from a lot. I love these people who I grow with. I'm grateful.
God has touched 3 areas already - service, friends, acads... And this week, you must guess what He is working on in my life.
PS: I'm happy about the developments in Kat's life. :D Kudos! Love you and I love our little secret miracle!
1 comment:
hey jaq! i'm really happy about your friends thingie! woohoo.
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