I never really wanted to open up to people - except to those who are really close to me. I don't understand.. but I just don't feel like wanting everyone to know who I am. I am often confused whether to keep writing or to just delete this blog. Its a nice outlet of feelings..however, i don't want people to read it. I just want a place where I can write whatever and people don't have to know...

thought 1: I miss Australia right now. I miss Aaron actually. It has been such a long time. I miss ice skating, school, hangouts at the quad, the parks, woden. I miss every single bit of Australia and that includes the dry grass in our porch.

thought 2: I'm not just missing australia - I am also bored. It's vacation and there seems to be nothing fun to do around here. Aaron told me to visit him - as if? I have stuff to do but they all feel like a chore for me. Isn't there anything I could do that would not feel like as if I'm pushing myself to do it?

thought 3: I went to Har's yesterday and we had a Korean movie marathon. Loved it! specially 'classic', 'my tutor friend', and 'he was cool'.... They had clips that I could relate to.. Well, I don't want to reiterate all the clips. The movies were nice and you may find it amusing if you would watch it.

thought 4: I want to sleep - but sleep also feels like a chore right now..plus I just woke up.